Trying…

Irritated.. Yeah..! that’s what I am these days and right now.. Why the hell I always burst out.. or lose my temper? I can’t even imagine I have been fighting with my 6 years old Nephew 😐 😐 , I have been arguing with my elder sister 😐 😐 & with MOM!!!? 😐 😐 !! All on same dayyyyyy!!

I wasn’t like this before.., I don’t know what is wrong with me.. Is it the climate? Is it my ill-ness? Or is it the study pressure? 1 + 1 + 1 = 3, And these 3 things are DAMN reason for my lose temper.., But who understands you :@? Nephew needs time to understand.., Sister doesn’t want to understand because she thinks that my habit of losing temper going to be a permenant problem if I doesn’t stops it now..(Somehow I think she is 120% right, But who’s mind going to work in Anger :S? Not mine), Mom thinks the same.. She always try to tell me the Facts I Hate..(You will be going to someone’s home and you going to cut my nose, and etc.. World mom’s Nasihaatain..)

And, even if I tell my friends about it.. I get same replies.., Sometimes I think they can’t understand me,, and they think Am wrong all the time..! But sometimes (Only when am Cool!) I think am really wrong and I should work on my anger…

Well! Need time? How Much? Had Taken Alot Time Before Too? You Ain’t Going To Change Your Temper..You Simply Can’t..! Hey Hello? Shut Up! And Let Me Work On My Temper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (That was my idiotic mind and my heart fighting :s :$ :S )

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