Ayesha’s Blog

I don’t remember at what age I developed likeness for sad/slow songs but it was very young age, many of my friends used to make fun of me when I used to tell them I love to listen to Jagjit Sindh, Mehdi Hasan, slow and sad songs etc.

But nothing could change my love for them and today my song list only contains LOTS of slow/sad songs , when I miss Salman or dad a lot I listen to them hours and hours…, few days ago I heard Janay nahi de gen tujhe from movie 3 idiots, it badly reminded me of days when Salman was in hospital, I was trying every single thing to make him come back to life…, but real life is way different than movie

Last night I heard Noor e Khuda from movie My Name is Khan, it’s a wonderful track too.., I questioned Allah a lot of them when Salman was hospitalized, I wanted HIM to do some miracle.., I even said to many friends that doctors said that after 24 hours they will remove ventilator but Allah just need a second to make him come back to life… and am sure HE will do it…

I ain’t a lady of weak faith/belief, I have STRONG faith on Allah but I was very much upset when I heard that 1 second which I was waiting for didn’t come ever and a news came that Salman is no more with us…

I know Salman that you are in  heavens and must be enjoying but Salman… your panda miss you a lot

 

Tags: 3 idiots, Ayesha, My name is khan, salman, thalassemia
Posted in: Family, Me, Myself & I