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Here you will meet my friends.. close friends, normal friends, abnormal friends ;p Infact Every kind of mine’s friend you will find here ;)

Blankness?

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Walking in the room… thinking nothing, sitting on the bed… thinking nothing… staring at the roof… thinking nothing… looking at the hands (palm)… again thinking nothing… is this what you called blankness? I don’t know about people I know about myself… its blankness… darkness deep down in myself

Trying hard… real hard to survive… survive like anyone around me… survives for the one who needs me not for the ones who ignore me or the one who are not even concerned about me…

But how? When you don’t feel like surviving? How you survive for your loved ones?

I keep staring at the roof when I go to sleep; I think nothing… simply nothing… I see darkness all around me… and yes… I hear weird kind of silence… am not scared… not at all

Am worried… yes… am worried for my loved ones… I want to make them happy very happy… and proud of me…. But I just can’t convince myself to stop thinking… but then when there is nothing am thinking about then what is wrong with me? Am weird… yes am weird…

Maybe the past making me think? But what? I just can’t get it…

Yaad –e- maazi azaab hai ya Rab
Cheen le mujh se hafza mera…

*sigh*

DaCoolSite.Com!

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Asalaam o Alaikum Friends! 🙂

Somewhere in 2005 I shared this news with you guys that me, Salman and few people are working on a project which would inshaAllah rock the world, because of many issues, troubles, and personal problems we kind of stopped working but now again we are working and its launched in its beta version…

Let me tell you guys what project is it, what is the background and what it is offering you… 🙂

It’s a sister concerned website of Thalassemia.Com.Pk, what ever we going to earn will be donated to the needy, Its an entertainment portal offering Songs, Wall Papers, Movies, Reviews, Recipes, Msn Display Pictures, Lyrics, Games and much more going to be added soon!!!

We all know that a serious website earns less than the entertainment website… so we are trying to gather more and more money to help the needy…

Do I need to invite you guys for this noble cause? No 🙂 so here is the addy, www.DaCoolSite.com : )! See ya soon!

Take Cares, Allah Hafiz
-Ayesha

عید ۔۔۔

اسلام وعلیکم خواتین و حضرات
اب آپ سوچ رہے ہوگے مجھے کیا ہوگیا ہے۔۔ تو جناب ذیادہ نہ سوچے۔۔ کبھی کبھی اردو لکھنے کا دل چاہتا ہے اور بقول قدیر۔۔ اردو میں آپ باآسانی اپنے جذبات کا اظہار کرسکتے ہیں۔۔ کہتے تو ٹھیک ہیں اور کبھی کبھی کہتے ہیں۔

کیوں صحیح کہا نا :$؟

خیر تو دوستوں سب سے پہلے عید مبارک۔۔۔اللہ تعالی سب کو ڈھیروں ڈھیر خوشیاں دیکھائے آمین! اور سب کو اپنے حفظ و امان میں رکھیں آمین

میرا تو مننا ہے کہ عید سے بہتر اتوار کا دن ہوتا ہے۔۔ بوریت تو کم ہوتی ہے۔۔ یہ بھی بھلا کوئی دن ھے۔۔ سارا دن انتظار کرو لوگوں کا۔۔ جب وہ آئے تو بلاوجہ مسکرائے جاو۔۔ پھر خاطر داری بھی کرو۔۔ اور سارا دن انگھتے رہو۔۔، میں تو یہی کرتی ہوں تقریبا ہر عید پر۔۔ نا کہیں آنا نا کہیں جانا۔۔۔۔ ذیادہ سے ذیادہ رات کا ڈنر نانی کے گھر۔۔ اور پھر گھر۔۔۔ یہ ہے میری کہانی۔۔ خاموش زندگانی۔۔۔۔ معافی چاہتی ہوں تھوڑا سا بہک گی تھی۔۔ ہاں تو کہاں تھی میں؟ جی۔۔ عید اور میں۔۔ اب آپ ہی بتائے یہ بھی بھلا کوئی دن ہے۔۔۔، اور پلیز یہ مت کہنا کہ ‘بی بی۔۔ سہلیوں کے گھر چلی جاو۔۔ فون کرلو۔۔ گھوم پھر آو۔۔’ نا مجھے سہلیوں میں کوئی دلچسپی ہے نا ہی گھومنے پھرنے میں اور جہاں تک بات ہے فون کی وہ تو کوئی بڑا مسلئہ نہیں پر۔۔ کتنی دیر بات کروں؟ کیا بات کروں؟ پورا دن تو بات کرنے سے رہی۔۔ وہ بھی ایسی سہلیوں سے جو سر میں درد کردے ایسی باتیں کر کے۔۔ ‘عائشہ۔۔ میری شادی کی تاریخ طے ہوگی۔۔۔ تیری تو منگنی بھی نہیں ہوئی۔۔’ ‘عائشہ۔۔ فضیلہ کو بیٹی ہوئی ہے۔۔ تیری شادی کب ہوگی؟’ اور تو اور۔۔ آخر میں ایک جملہ تو میری دوست لگانا اپنا فرض سمجھتی ہے۔۔ اب پوچھے کونسا جملہ؟ وہ جملہ ہے۔۔ ‘عائشہ ہم سب تیرے سے عمر میں چھوٹی ہیں اور ہم لوگ سب اپنے اپنے گھر کر ہو رہے ہیں۔۔ تری طرف سے خوشخبری کب ملے گی۔۔؟’ دل چاہتا ہے سر دیوار پر دے ماروں۔۔ پر پھر دیوار کا خیال آجاتا ہے۔۔

اب بتائے میں کروں تو کروں کیا؟؟؟؟

اللہ حافظ
آپ کی دکھی۔۔ پریشان۔۔ بیچاری دوست۔۔
عائشہ

Just a few words…

7 days ago, on 8th October the most deadly earth-quake attacked too many cities of Pakistan and Kashmir, and from that day I couldn’t write a single post about the earth-quake or anything, because I cant write, yeah I cant because I don’t have words, I don’t have single word to express the feelings, my heart has been bleeding, I have been reading newspaper, watching TV, reading online blogs about the earth-quake, but I cant come up with some words to write on my own blog.. Because it’s the feelings no-one, yeah no-one can share or tell, today after checking my week old mails I found a use-full email to share with you guys, I just have one dua that may Allah rest the departed souls in peace, bless the surviving souls, may he bless us, forgives our sins, and always let all of us remain in his hifz-o-aman.. *Ameen*

It’s time to Help!
Please do not ignore this message…
Help the victims of Earthquake

Many options available for you to help

  1. Please drop a check of Rs 150/- crossed to “Edhi Welfare Trust” to any TCS counter or any Edhi centre counter.
    This amount will be used to provide KAFAN to victims of quake.
  2. Contribute Rs 10 + Tax to the Mobilink Earthquake Relief Fund by sending a blank SMS to 180
  3. President’s Relief Fund for Earthquake Victims – 2005
  4. Donate for Earthquake victims – through Mir Khalil ur Rehman Foundation (MKRF)
  5. Donate via any Credit Cards / Debit Cards or UBL Net Banking
  6. Donate Rs. 3/= per SMS towards MKRF Relief Fund SMS the word DONATE to 436 Each SMS cost Rs. 3/= + taxes Send as many SMS as you can.
    This is a joint effort by GEO, Mobilink and Ufone
  7. Donate used clothes, warm clothes, medicines, dry food items
    or donate whatever you can to any trusted booths near your premises.
  8. Forward this message to your friends, relatives, colleagues.

This will be a great support from your side.

These are the VERY Required items that you can send to PAF Museum:
1. Syringes
2. Drips
3. Antibiotics (Generation 2 and 3)
4. Candles
5. Ropes
6. Tents
7. Disposable X-ray machines
8. Small generators
9. Fuel
10. Tin food
11. Small sized milk packs. No powder milk. They dont have utensils to prepare that.
12. Biscuits
13. Torches
14. Coffins
15. Masks for volunteers
16. Small bottles of mineral water
AND MUCH MUCH MORE…………………………….

Pack these items properly and write down the names of the items on the box contains. It will be a great help…………

Please dont send Atta, Rice, Pulses, Onions. They cannot cook that. They want prepared food.

They need light (torch, generators, candles) b/c in nights there is complete darkness.

Do what u can……………………..

Give what u can afford…………………………

People need ur help

Hundreds of Orphan kids are waiting for someone …………………….

Adopt any one kid if u can afford or provoke others to do that…………………………..

Humanity is crying and looking towards u……………………………

Courtesy: Zaroon – A Yahoo Group!

Everyone from my family, my friends are donating and visiting affected areas to help the nation, may Allah accept our good deeds and gives us hidayaat to do more and more for our Muslims brothers and sisters. (Ameen)


-Friends my net friend Ayesha died this morning after fighting against Brain Tumor for 5/6 months, please pray for her soul and her family, may Allah rest her soul in peace and gives her family strength to bear this big lose. (Ameen)

-One more thing, my brother has been ill from 2 weeks, although he is much better than before now, but still needs lots of prayers.

Thanks.
Take Good Care of yourself…
Allah Nigh-e-Baan
-Ayesha