But nothing could change my love for them and today my song list only contains LOTS of slow/sad songs , when I miss Salman or dad a lot I listen to them hours and hours…, few days ago I heard Janay nahi de gen tujhe from movie 3 idiots, it badly reminded me of days when Salman was in hospital, I was trying every single thing to make him come back to life…, but real life is way different than movie

Last night I heard Noor e Khuda from movie My Name is Khan, it’s a wonderful track too.., I questioned Allah a lot of them when Salman was hospitalized, I wanted HIM to do some miracle.., I even said to many friends that doctors said that after 24 hours they will remove ventilator but Allah just need a second to make him come back to life… and am sure HE will do it…

I ain’t a lady of weak faith/belief, I have STRONG faith on Allah but I was very much upset when I heard that 1 second which I was waiting for didn’t come ever and a news came that Salman is no more with us…

I know Salman that you are in  heavens and must be enjoying but Salman… your panda miss you a lot

Friends, family everyone ask me to pray for you instead of crying and I agree to them.., I really agree to them, though you know Salman its not easy.. but since you are gone I am keeping me and mom busy.. so that we don’t cry.. and pray more for you.

Nothing can take away that pain, no one can replace you, nothing can change the reality.. no one can give you back to us now!

If you would have been here today.. we would have celebrated your 25th birthday with pizza, your favorite dishes, games, movies, what not? anything and everything you liked… but am sure.. you will be in heavens with your 70 virgins celebrating in the MOST BEAUTIFUL way we can even imagine , Allah must have keep you in HIS beloved people.

I didn’t want to cry.. I didn’t by GOD!, but this email just made me..

The following is an e-mail from the past, composed on Saturday, June 24, 2006, and sent via FutureMe.org
Dear Me,
Happy Birthday to Me!

i hope i am still alive to read this mail,
i should have done atleast these few things:
i must have bought the dual monitors
wireless networking hogayee? and what about that wireless keyboard and mouse?
have i learned oracle yet?
did i crossed the 50k per month?
hmm.. and what about my car :sigh:

koi larki pasand ayee?
heh kia main bara hogaya?

chal filhaal keliye kafi hay

I don’t know why and when you wrote this email but you wanted to live to see this coming in your way…, but here I tell you Salman, that from the list of your wishes you did achieved some, like dual monitors how badly you wanted them.. and I still remember the smile I saw on your face when I plugged both of your monitors like a kid got a balloon for the first time

Wireless keyboard and mouse, remember you asked Fahad bhai to get it for you? though both couldn’t last long for much time but yes.. you loved them

50k? bhai.. you crossed 80k per month we can’t forget how much you did for us, for family.. how can you ? but am sure you would have.. because you were like that.. did and forgot..

There were millions of things you did in so little time and age.., but you gained your place and name in people’s heart.., family can’t forget you.. but am sure friends can’t too!

Happy Birthday once again

We love you and we miss you!

Enjoy the beauties of heaven and don’t forget us!

Your weird and annoying sister
-Ayesha

How and why is the question, right? Well if you are on Facebook and is fan of HP Pakistan then you won’t ask me that question but if you are on Facebook but don’t know about HP Pakistan then this is the right time to know , HP Pakistan is having one question, one winner per day contest, and I won their gift hamper just by giving a simple question, check the amazing thin speakers, I loved it ;d

HP Thin USB Speakers!

When government don’t know what to do they simply ban the website, I mean can’t we teach the culprit some other lesson? can’t we trace the guy who started all this nonsense and send him behind the bars?

I agree that by banning facebook we are giving them financial loss and then they will remove all the nonsense, but what about the real culprits? you think they will stop? NO!, they will definitely find some other platform to harass us.

Blogspot has been banned in past, now facebook, how many websites are we going to ban? this will never stop them, there are people who talk and write nonsense about Islam and they are given the honor of being called ‘Sir’, we yet sit quiet and bear it.

If am not wrong there was some ambassador who have done something bad too? but still we sit quietly and watch..

I don’t have any concern with facebook, blogspot, anything! but government, when are they going to act intelligent? WHEN!