جتنا سوچتی ہوں، اتنا الجھتی ہوں۔۔ کیا کروں؟ ہممممم، سمجھ سے باہر ہے یہ الجھن۔
دعا کیجیے گا
Note: this is to inform the people who prayed for membership, FAiTh (Fight Against Thalassemia) has got membership from Thalassemia International Federation and Thalassemia Pakistan Federation, thank you all for the prayers 
Gr!n
While traveling from M.A Jinnah road, we faced unannounced rally, roads and streets were being blocked infront of us and we were made to travel from long route, mom wanted to get done with some shopping and I insisted her to get back to home but I couldn’t argue more and we ended up going for shopping.
Asked auto driver to take us at the back of Gul Plaza, as the front was off due to rally…, we got stuck at the back because there was a sign says ‘No Entry’ and three traffic officers were there to stop the cars from going that way…, our driver asked us to get down and start walking.., if it was me, I would have.. but as mom can’t walk much I requested them to let us go.., officer didn’t listen.. we were thinking to go home…, I saw a car crossing the same way and officer letting them go.., immediately I asked driver to drive near officer and let me talk.
I simply asked him why has he allowed that car? He came near and what he said to me was very funny, he said ‘parhe likhe hi rule torna chahte hain (only literate people wants to break the rule)’, he was pointing at me and I got shocked, couldn’t control and asked him ’so you are illiterate?’, he made it his ego issue, made me stay there for 10 minutes and placed barriers ahead of auto.
Two other officers came near to us and asked me to calm down, even though I was but I asked them the same question ‘why did you let the car go?’ if you did.. now let me too.. because I ain’t going anywhere far and plus my mom can’t walk much.. otherwise I would never insist.
Both the officers made that egoistic office calm and let us go, I couldn’t stop smiling.., *oops* that made the office angry and he shouted ‘look at her! she is laughing’
LOL!, I did whatever I could just for mom.., I know many of you would think I did wrong.., I shouldn’t have ask driver to drive in no entry zone BUT what irritated me was officer breaking rule and then telling me rules? and then he made his ego issue when I pointed out his mistake? so it was a lesson taught well!, atleast from next time he won’t take risk of allowing anyone 
best of luck!
receiving calls for website guidelines even though knowing I don’t know much about it.. but giving me privilege to be in loop and know what is happening, asking me for ideas, arguing over suggestions, telling every small update.., sharing the secrets of life with me..
this all has been done by Salman’s best friends (our ex-neighbors), they have been bugging me 
*didn’t mean it guys, don’t take it on heart, heh*, sharing their plan of their new business… asking for ideas, asking me to join the team, what not?
they are not letting me feel left out or absence of Salman… though no one can fill the space.. but still that means a lot.
they are now about to use their experience in a bigger and better scale, experience of printing, event managing, etc, am really happy for them! and I know they can do it
best of luck guys! lots and lots of prayers on your way keep rocking!
I love you bhai!
I don’t understand how can people express their feelings in a day and let the other person know all the feelings in just one day?
I have never celebrated any such day, why? Because I believe in expressing it any day or every day, if you love your mom (everyone does but if you feel love for her one day) just go and express it, why wait for mother’s day?
It’s really hard to express love to someone sometime, I know because I couldn’t express my love for Salman, I couldn’t say I love you bhai!, and he is gone.. just one night.. just one night when I set all his room just before few days of his demise, I wrote a tweet for him:
“Not every time i do , i do for you BUT today whatever i did, i did it for you! So little infront of your doings, proud to have a brother like you.”
I couldn’t say this to him on face, I wasn’t shy.. but I don’t know why I couldn’t express.. he expressed his love for me every time I used to do something, he would give me cute pet-names and thank me for so many little things… but I couldn’t do it..
Now I don’t wait for anything, I just hug the person and express it.., because I know no one is going to stay with you for forever so stop waiting for days and express it !
کچھھ اپنے آپ کو مصروف کرلیا، کچھھ زندگی نے چلنے پر مجبور کردیا، سو ہم بھی اب چلنے لگے ہیں، مصروفیت دن بہ دن بڑھتی جارہی ہے، کبھی کوئی میٹنگ کبھی کوئی ڈنر، کبھی کونفرنس، قصہ مختصر، ساری کوششیشں صرف سلمان کا مشن آگے لے کے جانے کی ہیں۔۔
فیڈریشن نے ممبرشپ کی منظوری دے دی ہے۔۔ اب امید ہے جلد ہی ہم بھی ممبر کہلائے گے۔
خیر جناب، یہ تھا کچھھ میری غیر حاضری کا سبب، امید ہے اب جلد لکھوں گی۔۔ انشااللہ۔
دعائوں کی طلبگار۔
عائشہ
