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Eid Mubarak!

Ayesha — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:10:45 +0000

Eid Mubarak!

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Aye Ibn e Adam!

Ayesha — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 18:57:23 +0000

Aye Ibn e Adam!
Ek teri chahat hai aur ek meri chahat hai
Magar hoga wohi jo meri chahat hai
Pas agar tu ne supard kar diya us ke
Jo meri chahat hai
To mein bakhsh doonga wo bhi
Jo teri chahat hai
Par agar tu ne naafarmani ki us ki
Jo meri chahat hai
To mein thaka doonga tujh ko us mein
Jo teri chahat hai
Phir ho ga wohi
Jo meri chahat hai

Eid Mubarak!

Ayesha — Tue, 30 Sep 2008 19:32:20 +0000

Tauba Qubool Ho…!

Ayesha — Mon, 29 Sep 2008 17:04:24 +0000

Tauba qubool ho..
Tauba qubool ho..

Jaan sooz o dil figar hon..
Tauba qubool ho…

Sar taba inkisar hon…
Tauba qubool ho…

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho…
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho…

Guzri tamam umer meri laah o laab mein
Naiki nahi hai koi amal ki kitaab mein
Saleh amal bhi koi nahi hai hisaab mein..
Dast e dua buland hain teri janaab mein

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho…
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..

Aish o nishaat hi mein guzari hai zindagi
Har zaaviye se apni sanwari hai zindagi
Mera khayal yeh tha ke jaari hai zindagi..
Laiken yeh haal ab hai ke bhari hai zindagi…

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho…!
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..!

Mein tu samjh raha tha ke daulat hai jis ke pass
Us ko na koi khauf hai na us ko na kuch haraas..
Hoga na zindagi mein kisi waqt woh udaas..
Laiken woh meri bhool thi, ab mein hon mehb e yaas

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..!

Tere karam ko terii aata ko bhula dia
Amal ki jaaza o saaza ko bhula dia
Taqat mili to qarab o bala ko bhula dia..
Har natawaa ki aah e raasa ko bhula dia..

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..!
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..!

Mein hon gunah-gar magar tu tu hai Kareem
Mein hon siyaah-kar magar tu tu hai Raheem
Mein hon fanah-pazeer magar tu tu hai Qadeem
Mein adnaa o haqeer sahi tu tu hai Azeem

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..

Ya Rab tere karam teri rehmat ka waasta..!
Ya Rab teri aata teri naimat ka waasta..!
Ya Rab tere jalaal o jalalat ka waasta..!
Ya Rab Rasool e Haq ki risalat ka waasta..!

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..

Mein aitraaf karta hon apnay qasoor ka
Mein hogaya tha aise gunahon mein mubtala..
Jin ki hai akhrat mein kaari se kaari saaza
Laiken mujhe to tere taraf se hai aasra..

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..

Ab teri bandagi mein basar hogi zindagi
Mooron gaa moun na teri ibadat se ab kabhi..
Ab ibtibah karon gaan tere Rasool ki
Ta zindagi karon gaan shariyat ki pairwi…

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..
Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..

Tauba qubool ho…
Meri tauba qubool ho..

Ya Rab mein gunah-gar hon, Tauba qubool ho
Isya per sharam-sar hon, Tauba qubool hon
Jaan sooz o dil figar hon.. Tauba qubool ho…
Sar taba inkisar hon… Tauba qubool ho…

Tauba qubool ho…
Sab ki tauba qubool ho…

Naat Title: Tauba Qubool Ho
Naat Khuwan: Mehmood Ul Hasan
Download: Here

Memories..!

Ayesha — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 19:06:32 +0000

2nd Ramadan after dad.., just after frying something few days ago I looked at mom and asked “mom its 2nd ramadan after dad, why I don’t remember any about 1st ramadan?” mom was quiet and so was sister, and suddenly I had a flashback… our 1st ramadan was spent in hospital, we spent 19 rozay in hospital, Salman was in severe condition, from Emergency to Private Ward, from Private Ward to Special Care Unit, then to Private Ward and then coming to home, every single moment was so busy, so hard to pass….

I remember that day, when doctor told us that they have to shift Salman from Private to Special Care Unit, me and mom were the only people who stayed with Salman 24/7, time has to pass, morning turned into afternoon and afternoon into evening and then at night, we were still in Private, doctor sent the message that they need to shift, we were having dinner, left everything and I went outside to meet doctor, and I was literally trying to convince doctor to change his decision, we had never seen Special Care Unit, and we were scared, but that was written, Salman was shifted to Special Care Unit, he was inside the ward and we were sitting outside in waiting area, attendant wasn’t allowed to be with the patient inside the ward, we were allowed only for 5 mints.

Time has to pass, and everything is on our be loving Allah, HE healed Salman, HE cured Salman, and we were back to home

That was 1st Ramadan after dad.., felt so many responsibilities on my shoulder, I still remember after convincing doctor and getting his answer I waited outside Salman’s room and made myself easy so that I can break the shifting news to mom and Salman, how hard was to control tears and talk to mamo (mom’s brother) and tell him about shifting, how hard was to walk from corridor to corridor while shifting…, that very moment I badly wished for an elder brother or dad to be our side.. but what Allah has chosen no one knows

All is good if the end is good… so end is good Alhamdulillah…, but memories they hurts….!!!!!!!

~Yaad e maazi azab hai Ya Rab
Cheen le mujh se hafza mera…!

Please please please remember my family in your prayers

may Allah be with all of us, may HE give us long, healthy, happy and peaceful life *ameen*

Take Cares, Allah Hafiz
-Ayesha