How it feels when you get to know your loved one having so many health complications?

Horrible? terrible? bad? sad? or what?

No feelings can define the pain..

Mom has been in ICU for 6 days.. the moment I saw her vomiting blood.. I lost my life.. I completely lost everything.. it felt like world is going to be end..

Though she is back to home.. but still.. it seems there is still more to suffer.. I know this is not the end.. this is just the beginning.. we yet have to see a lot.. am afraid to loose her..

…….

So here is a complete update

Just after getting married on 20th April, I flew for Lahore on 22nd April for 7th National Thalassemia Conference & Workshops, came back on 24th April, started my preparation for Thalassemia International Conference, which was taking place on 11th May to 14th May in Antalya, Turkey.

Flying for Turkey..!

So, I started my travel along with a doctor and a thalassemia friend of mine on 9th May… travelling alone ever in my life that also internationally, leaving mom for 6 days, travelling without husband.. everything was depressing it was hard to control myself.. the moment I reached Turkey I wanted to come back Pakistan and hug mom tightly tried to stay strong.. managed 6 days.. kept myself busy in conferences and beauty of Antalya

On the last day of our stay we went to Istanbul, did sight-seeing, did city tour, shopping and headed to airport for our flight to Pakistan.. I just couldn’t wait to see mom, family and of course husband :p

On 16th May I came back to Pakistan, had awesome time in Turkey, learnt ‘few’ new things at conferences, rest were old :/

Conferences and Turkey pictures can be seen here, here, here and here

After coming back so many things kept me busy, apart from personal stuffs.. I decided to stop blood camping for few months.., as it is really hard to arrange venue for blood camp, then calling people to donate blood is really impossible.., making them understand the NEED of blood for thalassemia patient is hectic! I decided to keep acknowledging people through website, blogs, interviews, twitter, facebook and I decided to raise more funds for needy patients.

Alhamdulillah with the help of donors we are now sponsoring 3 children from Fatimid Foundation, Karachi. And by the end of December we will be sponsoring 2 more

SK Collection

That was something about Thalassemia.. now coming back to myself.. I have started a new venture SK Collection!

SK Collection is currently about imitation jewellery, soon it will be carrying more products inshaAllah.. I started SK Collection on 10th November, wondering what does SK stands for ? S for Salman (brother’s name) K for Khurshid (mother’s name)

Salman used to use SK Dev for his online identity.. so just trying my luck with his prayers.. for this venture I would definitely give credit to my mom, family, husband and Royal Bangles Collection – Royal Bangles is something which gave me inspiration

So this was my complete update keep praying for us, supporting us, motivating us PLEASE!

Best Regards,
Ayesha

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25th June (22nd Rajab) – dad’s death anniversary..

14th July – Nauman bhai’s death anniversary..

One after another.. I guess sometimes Allah wants to test us from every direction..

How badly I missed all of them on my nikkah can’t be described.., there were family members, friends, colleagues, everyone.. and I kept looking for dad and brothers in the crowd..

The things friends/family members did for my wedding should have been done by dad and brothers.. instead of uncle, dad should have been my wakeel for nikkah..

No complains.. no complains at all.. I just wish that dad and brothers keep praying for me and family.. and I know they all must be in heaven, enjoying the luxuries

Miss you three a lot =(

World Blood Donor Day 2011