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Life has to move on…!

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Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal ~From a headstone in Ireland

I always used to get annoyed and irritated when dad were used to teach me how cheque book is filled, how telephone gets fix, how to get millions of things done…, I used to be so annoying and asked dad so many times that why you teaching me all this when you are there for everything and if you still want to teach then please teach Salman, am not a guy!

But his answer always stayed the same “you don’t know anything, just keep learning! you  never know when all these things come handy”, with a bad mood I learnt everything…, I never knew the way of life he wanted me to adopt will come handy because he will be leaving this world so soon..

Soon after his death all the teaching came handy in all aspects of life…

I just can’t forget anything… anything related to dad.. whatever he taught was for my good… whatever I am today is because of him and mom…, friends say am very brave and strong…, my mom and dad made me strong… they backed me up every time for every little thing, my upbringing has been like a son… am grateful to you dad for everything you taught me… for everything you did for us… in short for EVERYTHING!

But there is one thing I learnt from dad and I don’t know when it gonna be coming handy to me… it was smoking ;d

Jokes apart dad…, I love you and miss you a lot :) may you stay at the highest rank of Jannah! *ameen*

-your annoying daughter

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International day, abc day, xyz day etc

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I love you bhai!

I love you bhai!

I don’t understand how can people express their feelings in a day and let the other person know all the feelings in just one day?

I have never celebrated any such day, why? Because I believe in expressing it any day or every day, if you love your mom (everyone does but if you feel love for her one day) just go and express it, why wait for mother’s day?

It’s really hard to express love to someone sometime, I know because I couldn’t express my love for Salman, I couldn’t say I love you bhai!, and he is gone.. just one night.. just one night when I set all his room just before few days of his demise, I wrote a tweet for him:

“Not every time i do , i do for you BUT today whatever i did, i did it for you! So little infront of your doings, proud to have a brother like you.”

I couldn’t say this to him on face, I wasn’t shy.. but I don’t know why I couldn’t express.. he expressed his love for me every time I used to do something, he would give me cute pet-names and thank me for so many little things… but I couldn’t do it..

Now I don’t wait for anything, I just hug the person and express it.., because I know no one is going to stay with you for forever so stop waiting for days and express it :) !

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