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Another year has passed bhai..

Ayesha — Tue, 13 Jul 2010 21:40:34 +0000

Sometimes I really think on which loss should I cry and on which I shouldn’t…, 14th July 1998 was the date when you left us…, a very shocking news for all of us.., we can’t forget anything.. anything that has happened.., anything that was related to you.., today when I see Hammad and Ibrahim playing games I go back in time when you, Salman and I were the best buddies, we never needed anyone.., together we survived bad days, got equal love from maa and equal hard teaching from dad, that really helped us in life..

You did more than your age, you tried everything to bring just a single smile on mom’s face or our’s.., taught Salman a lot of things so that he can be independent like you.., I guess you did know about your departure, those teaching helped Salman and he did so many positive things! countless things I should say!

But wasn’t your presence enough for Allah? I guess no.. HE called dad after you.. another shock which didn’t just shock us but moved floor from under our feet.., it felt like we are sitting on the road with bare head and people pointing at us.., it was Salman’s presence’s which helped us after dad from people’s behavior..

But I guess Allah wanted more ‘naik‘ people for HIS heaven.. just when we were learning to live without dad HE called Salman… I don’t know on whose death should I shed my tears…, I have lost everything..

A brother like Nauman bhai, a friend like Salman, a teacher like dad.., I don’t know what else we are going to see.. but I don’t feel enough strength in me now..!

Prayers needed for both brothers and dad!

best of luck!

Ayesha — Thu, 11 Mar 2010 20:07:28 +0000

best of luck!

receiving calls for website guidelines even though knowing I don’t know much about it.. but giving me privilege to be in loop and know what is happening, asking me for ideas, arguing over suggestions, telling every small update.., sharing the secrets of life with me..

this all has been done by Salman’s best friends (our ex-neighbors), they have been bugging me *didn’t mean it guys, don’t take it on heart, heh*, sharing their plan of their new business… asking for ideas, asking me to join the team, what not?

they are not letting me feel left out or absence of Salman… though no one can fill the space.. but still that means a lot.

they are now about to use their experience in a bigger and better scale, experience of printing, event managing, etc, am really happy for them! and I know they can do it

best of luck guys! lots and lots of prayers on your way keep rocking!

کچھھ نہ کچھھ تو کرنا ہے۔۔

Ayesha — Sun, 28 Feb 2010 11:41:06 +0000

زندگی نہیں رکتی۔۔ سب کچھھ ویسا ہی ہے۔۔ صرف ایک کمی ہے۔۔ اور کچھھ نہیں، ایک اس کمی سے کتنی کمی ہے زندگی میں یہ صرف وہ جانتا ہے جس پر گزرتی ہے۔۔۔

کچھھ اپنے آپ کو مصروف کرلیا، کچھھ زندگی نے چلنے پر مجبور کردیا، سو ہم بھی اب چلنے لگے ہیں، مصروفیت دن بہ دن بڑھتی جارہی ہے، کبھی کوئی میٹنگ کبھی کوئی ڈنر، کبھی کونفرنس، قصہ مختصر، ساری کوششیشں صرف سلمان کا مشن آگے لے کے جانے کی ہیں۔۔

فیڈریشن نے ممبرشپ کی منظوری دے دی ہے۔۔ اب امید ہے جلد ہی ہم بھی ممبر کہلائے گے۔

خیر جناب، یہ تھا کچھھ میری غیر حاضری کا سبب، امید ہے اب جلد لکھوں گی۔۔ انشااللہ۔

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Ayesha — Tue, 19 Jan 2010 15:27:00 +0000

Journey towards life..

اگر اللہ تمہاری دعائیں پوری کر رہا ہے تو وہ تمہارا یقین بڑھا رہا ہے۔۔

اگر دعائیں پوری کرنے میں دیر کر رہا ہے تو تمہارا صبر بڑھا رہا ہے۔۔

اگر دعائوں کا جواب نہیں دے رہا تو وہ تمہیں آزما رہا ہے۔۔

If Allah is answering your prayers, he is increasing your faith..
If Allah is delaying in answer, he is increasing your patience..
If your prayers are still unanswered, he is testing you..

Time doesn’t wait..

Ayesha — Sun, 17 Jan 2010 18:29:42 +0000

Time doesn't wait..