Dear Salman,
Friends, family everyone ask me to pray for you instead of crying and I agree to them.., I really agree to them, though you know Salman its not easy.. but since you are gone I am keeping me and mom busy.. so that we don’t cry.. and pray more for you.
Nothing can take away that pain, no one can replace you, nothing can change the reality.. no one can give you back to us now!
If you would have been here today.. we would have celebrated your 25th birthday with pizza, your favorite dishes, games, movies, what not? anything and everything you liked… but am sure.. you will be in heavens with your 70 virgins celebrating in the MOST BEAUTIFUL way we can even imagine 
, Allah must have keep you in HIS beloved people.
I didn’t want to cry.. I didn’t by GOD!, but this email just made me..
The following is an e-mail from the past, composed on Saturday, June 24, 2006, and sent via FutureMe.org
Dear Me,
Happy Birthday to Me!
i hope i am still alive to read this mail,
i should have done atleast these few things:
i must have bought the dual monitors
wireless networking hogayee? and what about that wireless keyboard and mouse?
have i learned oracle yet?
did i crossed the 50k per month?
hmm.. and what about my car :sigh:
koi larki pasand ayee?
heh kia main bara hogaya?
chal filhaal keliye kafi hay
I don’t know why and when you wrote this email but you wanted to live to see this coming in your way…, but here I tell you Salman, that from the list of your wishes you did achieved some, like dual monitors how badly you wanted them.. and I still remember the smile I saw on your face when I plugged both of your monitors like a kid got a balloon for the first time
Wireless keyboard and mouse, remember you asked Fahad bhai to get it for you? though both couldn’t last long for much time but yes.. you loved them
50k? bhai.. you crossed 80k per month we can’t forget how much you did for us, for family.. how can you ? but am sure you would have.. because you were like that.. did and forgot..
There were millions of things you did in so little time and age.., but you gained your place and name in people’s heart.., family can’t forget you.. but am sure friends can’t too!
Happy Birthday once again
We love you and we miss you!
Enjoy the beauties of heaven and don’t forget us!
Your weird and annoying sister
-Ayesha
