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best of luck!

Posted by Ayesha on March 12th, 2010 1 Comment

best of luck!

receiving calls for website guidelines even though knowing I don’t know much about it.. but giving me privilege to be in loop and know what is happening, asking me for ideas, arguing over suggestions, telling every small update.., sharing the secrets of life with me..

this all has been done by Salman’s best friends (our ex-neighbors), they have been bugging me *didn’t mean it guys, don’t take it on heart, heh*, sharing their plan of their new business… asking for ideas, asking me to join the team, what not?

they are not letting me feel left out or absence of Salman… though no one can fill the space.. but still that means a lot.

they are now about to use their experience in a bigger and better scale, experience of printing, event managing, etc, am really happy for them! and I know they can do it

best of luck guys! lots and lots of prayers on your way keep rocking!

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International day, abc day, xyz day etc

Posted by Ayesha on March 9th, 2010 3 Comments

I love you bhai!

I don’t understand how can people express their feelings in a day and let the other person know all the feelings in just one day?

I have never celebrated any such day, why? Because I believe in expressing it any day or every day, if you love your mom (everyone does but if you feel love for her one day) just go and express it, why wait for mother’s day?

It’s really hard to express love to someone sometime, I know because I couldn’t express my love for Salman, I couldn’t say I love you bhai!, and he is gone.. just one night.. just one night when I set all his room just before few days of his demise, I wrote a tweet for him:

“Not every time i do , i do for you BUT today whatever i did, i did it for you! So little infront of your doings, proud to have a brother like you.”

I couldn’t say this to him on face, I wasn’t shy.. but I don’t know why I couldn’t express.. he expressed his love for me every time I used to do something, he would give me cute pet-names and thank me for so many little things… but I couldn’t do it..

Now I don’t wait for anything, I just hug the person and express it.., because I know no one is going to stay with you for forever so stop waiting for days and express it !

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کچھھ نہ کچھھ تو کرنا ہے۔۔

Posted by Ayesha on February 28th, 2010 8 Comments

زندگی نہیں رکتی۔۔ سب کچھھ ویسا ہی ہے۔۔ صرف ایک کمی ہے۔۔ اور کچھھ نہیں، ایک اس کمی سے کتنی کمی ہے زندگی میں یہ صرف وہ جانتا ہے جس پر گزرتی ہے۔۔۔

کچھھ اپنے آپ کو مصروف کرلیا، کچھھ زندگی نے چلنے پر مجبور کردیا، سو ہم بھی اب چلنے لگے ہیں، مصروفیت دن بہ دن بڑھتی جارہی ہے، کبھی کوئی میٹنگ کبھی کوئی ڈنر، کبھی کونفرنس، قصہ مختصر، ساری کوششیشں صرف سلمان کا مشن آگے لے کے جانے کی ہیں۔۔

فیڈریشن نے ممبرشپ کی منظوری دے دی ہے۔۔ اب امید ہے جلد ہی ہم بھی ممبر کہلائے گے۔

خیر جناب، یہ تھا کچھھ میری غیر حاضری کا سبب، امید ہے اب جلد لکھوں گی۔۔ انشااللہ۔

دعائوں کی طلبگار۔
عائشہ

Posted in Me, Myself & I

Birthday.. without you..!

Posted by Ayesha on December 8th, 2009 No Comments

and here comes my 1st birthday without you… I know I have to get used to it.. you wanted to gift something special this birthday.. but I never could get to know.. I hope you must be enjoying the luxuries of Jannat *ameen*

Posted in Family, Me, Myself & I

No complain…!

Posted by Ayesha on November 9th, 2009 2 Comments

Salman, I never thought I would need any friend’s help in website’s issues, I always thought you will be here with me to teach me each and everything…, but no… Your sister isn’t that looser, I won’t give up, I will learn everything like the way you did – all by yourself, I will do the same… inshaAllah.

Had transfusion on Saturday, Nor mother nor sister had enough strong heart to accompany me for it, because it was in Agha Khan, where Salman was admitted for 9 days…, and I had to go alone

Which thing didn’t remind me of him? Everything, from small to big, everything, everyone remind me of him…, but have to live… this is what life is all about…, I want this world to end soon, I want to meet all my loved ones there, I want to go to the permanent world.

The same day nephew got hit by scooter, Shukar Alhamdulillah hit wasn’t that bad or big, just bit of swelling… but he was fainting, we rushed towards hospital, and the worst part, some roads were blocked because of some stupid rally, and there was bad traffic jam, we got stuck, decided to walk, walked for more than 30 minutes, finally we were on a road where we got transport and headed to hospital.

For GOD sake stop blocking road for your stupid rally’s, just imagine yourself in emergency, you get lots of traffic jam, you can’t even walk, people not giving enough space to move… just imagine!

I don’t know what else is there for us to see…

My already small family has got smaller…

I am looking for some help from you guys, to keep running the websites Salman was managing you can contribute by donating through Donate button on left side at www.thalassemia.com.pk -

-Ayesha

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best of luck!

International day, abc day, xyz day etc

کچھھ نہ کچھھ تو کرنا ہے۔۔

Birthday.. without you..!

No complain…!

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